Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers


I haven't been writing, anywhere, for a while. It's been 7 months since I was in the hospital and while they have opened an investigation into the things I experienced, I am really to traumatized to care about whatever hollow apology I get. Nothing will change.

The Bell's Palsy is almost gone. I can't spit still, but I never really feel like spitting.

I'm having some head problems, even though I am taking my meds religiously. Hallucinations, both auditory and visual. I'll never get rid of them, I know that now. I have to ignore them. I can either shut them off completely, or not put myself into a near-coma. I choose not.

The second time I saw Shutter Island (I just watched it again), everything in it seemed so obvious.

Have you watched "Shameless"? Closest thing to my childhood on TV now. Doc got me into it.

I don't know if I had anything else to say. Any thing that was in my head when I started this is gone now. If I could have anything, it would be my memory.

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