That's not what I wanted this to be. And that is has been twisted for so long, and that it has evaded me, shames me like you wouldn't believe. I feel like an utter fucking fool. Sitting here, being completely open and honest . . . and for what? To be someone's sick entertainment.
And with the exception of a treasured few of you, those are my "followers", my "friends". And that is not what I wanted.
So, I'm taking my keyboard and going home. To those treasured few of you, thank you. Thank you for trying.