Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers

It's just not happening

I can’t do Christmas. I’m aiming for New Year’s. I’m going to get as many packages and cards out on time as possible, but it’s not all going to happen in time for Christmas. Part of it is my own holiday schedule, Yule goes until Knut on Jan 13th. And it just started yesterday.

Most of it is that I am too sick to cook without infecting the eastern seaboard. The rest of it is the anti-psychotic withdrawals that aren’t as bad as heroin withdrawals, but close enough. I waver between puking up my meds and having little psychotic breaks where I cry hysterically.

Imagine, not a lot is getting done. I am feeling somewhat better today, and will be able to package up some stuff. I just want people to know I didn’t forget them. I’m just extending the holiday a little.

I’m really sorry. I made a lot of big plans for this holiday season. And I plan on keeping as many of them as possible. I will do this. Just not in time.


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