Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers


I just kind of glossed over that Rollins thing last night because I was beat. If you want to know more, click the above link and read the story. I've lost a father and a big brother this month. My heart is broken. I know the art I'm about to create will be an expression of that.

How do we know my heart is broken? I'm listening to the Smiths.

Though there is one bright spot . . . last night there was a joke about Bono on TV and Doc laughed and said, "I'm laughing because you like Bono". And I jumped up and yelled, "You're right!" When he stopped staring at me like I had a big fluffy tail, I sat down and told him, yes, I still had Bono, at least I still had Bono. My weird second uncle.

See, my birth family sucked. In case you're new here. So I built a family out of the only constants in my life of moving from city to city every year, celebrities.

I sent a link to that thing above to Rollins. In the event he's curious. Twitter is a very powerful communications tool. for some things. I don't know if he checks his twitter. he only tweets promotional stuff, so he may not.

Okay, I have a bunch of painting tutorials to read before i plunge headfirst into this stuff.

"I wonder to myself, could life ever be sane again?" - Morrissey

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