i have run out of things to do. i took pictures of all the babies. made a meme for Circus Catimus.
much much later . . .
the doctor went well. i got some sleeper. and new anti-depressant. he listened to what i said about the other shrink and just shook his head in disbelief. he listened to me and helped me. i don't know why i was so scared. he even knew how long it had been since i saw him last. he asked what happened. this is a doctor who cares.