i think i'm going to call my new shrink on monday and ask him about the adderall. no, maybe i should wait until he has my records. though my last shrink wouldn't let me try it. i just want to try it for a month and see if it makes a difference in my focus and motivation. that would do a lot to alleviate my depression. i'll spend the next two or three days reading up on the pros and cons and get my arguments ready for him.
i want him to read my records, at least skim them. i hope i can count on this doctor and he's not just another medicare doctor who doesn't care. just write the scripts and send them on their way. i'm going to give it another chance after he has my records. if we could at least get him to fill out the FMLA paperwork for his HR dept. rarr.
