Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers


it is my normal inclination, at times like this, to crawl inside of myself and only reach out with anger. I'm going to try to do it differently this time.

i feel . . . distracted was how doc put it. i am outside of my body, floating at the ceiling, everything i do. i can't sleep, my dreams turned completely psychotic and they wake me up. so i just lie still with the dog.

the voices are here. and they scare me as they never have before. these two years of silence gave me a false sense of complacency.

i take it back, i can't put any of this stuff down. it comes too fast and stays too briefly, as with all my thoughts right now.

  • dry hot and dusty as hell

    My last surviving grand parent died a couple of weeks ago. Two days to the hour o my Nana's death, my favorite cat, Boo, died in my arms. The grief…

  • Hey there, hi there, ho there

    I'm back, bitches and bastards, TC paid for a forever pass, I should use it. The cops came over and did a welfare check about a month ago. My…

  • Got Caught Stealing

    Having had yet another clever thing stolen by a bunch of what I have to assume are white middle aged hate macines; The line in my twitter profile…

  • Post a new comment


    default userpic

    Your reply will be screened

    Your IP address will be recorded 

    When you submit the form an invisible reCAPTCHA check will be performed.
    You must follow the Privacy Policy and Google Terms of use.