this all started with me being tired of waiting for people to be inspired by my poetry and write music to it. so i would do it myself. i have assembled the best programs and drivers and hooked them all up. nothing. i can get the drums to work, because you click on the buttons to make them work. but the keyboard as a keyboard just isn't happening.
i feel right now like i can't do anything right.
and i'm almost out of weed. enough for half a day. then nothing for two weeks. i'm not happy.
if something would just go right. i have this huge mess in the kitchen to clean and i don't feel like it. doc has stopped cleaning the kitchen altogether. and now when i wake him up with hot coffee at 11:30, he wants a buttered english muffin, too.
i'm not feeling it. i'm feeling like shit, in fact. and today, the "s" key isn't working, so I'm going to stop this.