Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers

so I'm going to stop this.

argh. i give up for now. i have been trying for 8 hours to get the keyboard in Bomes to play in Reason with the synthesizer. i don't understand what i'm doing wrong. i can't keep doing this right now. i am so frustrated.

this all started with me being tired of waiting for people to be inspired by my poetry and write music to it. so i would do it myself. i have assembled the best programs and drivers and hooked them all up. nothing. i can get the drums to work, because you click on the buttons to make them work. but the keyboard as a keyboard just isn't happening.

i feel right now like i can't do anything right.

and i'm almost out of weed. enough for half a day. then nothing for two weeks. i'm not happy.

if something would just go right. i have this huge mess in the kitchen to clean and i don't feel like it. doc has stopped cleaning the kitchen altogether. and now when i wake him up with hot coffee at 11:30, he wants a buttered english muffin, too.

i'm not feeling it. i'm feeling like shit, in fact. and today, the "s" key isn't working, so I'm going to stop this.

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