Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers

okay, freaking out now

i haven't seen my nana in over 20 years. she is the head of our family, calls me her "Sweetheart" and my last surviving person older than my parents. okay. i'm dealing with that. getting dressed up. got it. boots, leggings and sweater, conservative beanie hat to cover my dark roots. i'm ready to go.

my fucking teeth don't fit anymore! i can only get them halfway into my mouth. they won't even touch the roof of my mouth! there is no way i can wear them! but if i don't, she will think that doc can't take care of me! what the fuck am i going to do? she's never met doc or seen a picture of him, my parents have no pictures of us, or me anymore. and i want her to love him.

i hope we get there before my parents. maybe they will go in and she will tell them i'm coming and they will leave. that would work.

i want a bagel. god i'm nervous.

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