Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers
cydniey

i just don't.

so i guess my nana didn't leave on the third like i was told. my mom just messaged me via facespace and said "Grandma had a stroke yesterday. She is at (redacted) in room 486 east." no word on how she is. i called the room. no answer. i guess i'll go visit tomorrow and hope against hope that my parents aren't there.

why?

if we had money for cab fare, i would be in the funny farm right now. i really can't handle all of this. what am i saying? i can't handle any of this.

i was doing so well. i guess part of it was the distance from my family.

i have lost the will to live. i just don't. i just don't.
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