Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers

stop picking at that

i feel much better today. i wish i could say it was due to a good night's sleep, but if you looked at the cam last night, you will know i did not have that. i lay awake, tossing and turning and hallucinating. i stayed in bed, though. well, i got up to get my comforter when i got really cold (have i mentioned my room is a cave?). other than that, i stayed in bed, determined to go to sleep. i was so relieved when i heard doc come home at 6:30am and i finally had a reason to get up. i got up, hung out with him, and took chewy for a walk. when we got back, doc was asleep on the love seat. i'll let him sleep until 11 or so and then get him up for a few hours. i want him to work on the garage today.

if he spends just an hour in there today, i can spend 3 in there tomorrow. my quest is the keys to storage. along with my books, there is a bag of skinny clothes that i can wear now that has two pair of pants i've never been able to wear. hell, after this long, the whole storage locker will be like xmas morning.

doc and i got in an argument yesterday about something totally stupid. i want him to go to Cambodia or Viet Nam or both and take some time off. he wants to get me new teeth. both are very expensive and both will have huge positive effects on us. we argued about what to do first. we're saving money for a big thing. i want it to be a trip for him first. the only down side is that there is the possibility, no matter how small, that he won't come back. of course if i had teeth and he decided to stay in Asia, i could find someone new. i'm conflicted. we're conflicted. we have time to decide. the way things have been, saving money has been hard. so we have time to decide who gets fixed first.

i refused yesterday to go to the dentist. they are just going to pull the bad tooth, it's too loose to fix. and i would rather live on Ensure and scrambled eggs than be missing another damn tooth. the pain is subsiding, so aside from not being able to bite into anything, i'm not bothered by it.

this is usually my most active time of the day, and doc is asleep, so i really can't do anything. i could sweep the patio and walkway outside and clean my room ("clean my room" - fold a comforter and put it in the closet). oh! and i can wire my headphones back together. i forgot to do that last night. i wonder if there's laundry to wash. i could pick all my clothes out of the laundry basket and wash them. that will take place down the hall, so it won't wake doc up.

he's in trouble. he brought home Sonic this morning and brought me nothing. he even got mozzarella sticks and didn't share them with me. when he gets up he's going to get me breakfast, so i have until then to decide what i want. wait, we got ads/coupons yesterday, that will help me decide. though let's face it, i want Sonic and they just don't offer enough coupons to keep me supplied.

i'm having a thought: i saw this updated fanny pack:, and i'm thinking of making one for myself. i won't carry a purse and i don't always need my rucksack. so i have this army bag, and this webbing belt, and i am thinking of sewing one to the other. it would be so nice to have. "fanny pack", hee hee hee, "fanny" means vagina in Britain. how about "hip pack"? yes. that sounds better.

time to get up and move. i will die a horrible death if i sit here any longer, i can sense it.

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