Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers

smurfs only know

major and vader are playing pounce. the dog is out trying to escape. felix is wandering around the house growling. i live in a zoo.

there was a 5 month old kitten up for $10 adoption that we thought about getting, and doc decided against it for some very personal reasons. today he told me he regretted the decision. i'm up in the air about it. at this point, one more mouth won't make a difference. and if we can afford to take in an unwanted animal, we should. *sigh*

we dewormed all the cats. no worm sign. everyone is clean. stupid psycho cunt trying to get me to panic and implying that i don't care well for my cats about worming them and they all had worms and blah blah blah. and we deworm them and everything is fine. stupid bitch. i'm glad she doesn't work at a vet any more. i can't imagine her working at an emergency vet hospital, the way she panics about everything and freaks everyone out about it.

ack! i'm talking about her! it's bad enough i dream about her, nightmares, but to waste energy talking about her. . . stupid.

major seems to have won the game of pounce. he's walking around the house bragging about it. vader is in the comfy chair. heh.

i finally found a place to put the cursor in this cursed window that will not interfere with my typing if my hand brushes the touchpad. i am very happy about this.

i found a bunch of mp3 disks that i plan to go through tomorrow. i was looking for the printer software. i was being lazy and was looking for the program that transfers scanned type to text. i really don't want to input these next ten poems. so anyway, i was looking for it. and i found these other disks. very cool. i looked on the site for the software, and they only have it as a USB download thing, and my printer is parallel. so i will input the poems tomorrow. break down and get it done.

my hair still smells like the bleach stuff. i missed a big area on the back of my head. the next time i need to do my roots, i think i'm going to go to a cheap salon and have it done right. have my hair trimmed, too. it's grown an inch and a half since it was cut and some of the ends are not healthy, and it's too long without the layering.

windows update hosed my virus software again. and i had updates turned off. i don't know how they happened. but the first thing they do is fuck my anti-virus. i really don't like bill gates. it's nothing personal. his products are just obnoxious. somehow Widows Live got installed and turned on and i can't figure out how to get rid of it. it keeps wanting me to sign in and the only possible sign in i would have doesn't work. so i have no idea what it is, i just know it's stopping me from doing things in a certain way. no fair, gates.

i know someone who puts their four year old in mortal danger regularly and i don't know what to do about it. something bad is going to happen. and i feel like i should do something. i guess it's none of my business and i'll just let life happen. frankly, with the parents he has, the kid would be better off dead.

vader is now freaking out on the comfy chair.

it's three am . . . i am usually getting up about now or in the next hour. so should i just stay up? i could do my chores. that would be kind of fun. turn on all the lights in the house and do my work. i don't have much to do. vacuum, dishes, laundry, litter boxes. or should i go to bed for a few hours and get up later and do my chores? this is a real dilemma for me. ack. bed sounds comfortable, but my mind is up and alert. my body is pretty much always up for activity of some kind. maybe i'll go have a cigarette and consider it.

oh, fuck syria. it isn't iraq. it isn't our business. it is a distraction, i swear Assad is working with the GOP to keep the US distracted from what should actually be going on. there is financial shit to deal with. this at least put a temporary stop to the Obamacare bullshit. but jesus christ, every time it looks like something might get done in congress that will actually forward this country in some way, some shit like this comes up and everyone has to drop everything and start writing letters about this and making phone calls and having lunches about this. stupid stupid country. it doesn't have to be like this. we are better than this. we have to be. i have to believe that. no matter all the fuckery that keeps happening to me, i have to keep my ultimate faith that people will do the right thing. i have yet to be proven right, but i'm stupid this way. i am NOT for military action in Syria. i'm not concerned that they are providing WMDs to Iran, frankly if a back assward country like Syria has access to sarin bombs, smurfs only know what Iran has.

  • "you made me happy, oh mandy"

    today is the second anniversarry of our cat, henry's death. we've been mourning him all week and had a rose candle lit. henry liked the smell of the…

  • let it out to the universe

    i want a kitten. i've been going through journals and seeing pictures of henry and i miss him so much. stupid cat. he was my fuzzle buddy. leeloo has…

  • (no subject)

    gods am i wiped out. i just spent the last hour reading about henry's final month and tagging the entries. now i'm weeping uncontrolably and praying…

  • Post a new comment


    default userpic

    Your reply will be screened

    Your IP address will be recorded 

    When you submit the form an invisible reCAPTCHA check will be performed.
    You must follow the Privacy Policy and Google Terms of use.