i can't believe we used
to drink in this place
none of us, it seems
so unreal to me now
sitting here drinking
with none of the dramati
adventure you brought me
10/09/02
the bright light assaults me
it hasn't been my friend for years
it ____?____ as my weak mind
making me scared and uneasy
i long to run away
as far as my legs will take me
running toward the darkness
run me through my exercises
take me towards my limits
12/09/04
i used to put chapstick on flower petals
to keep them alive but disconnected
it never worked, the petal always
curled up and dried and cracked
i see they've brought that ad back now
to keep our minds off whatever
show it is interrupting