Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers
cydniey

numb

the apologies weren't
the same old thing
i didn't know what to say
i'm numb
i don't know how to feel
a lot has happened
this past month
and i won't let myself
feel any of it
when i did,
i burned myself
with a cigarette
to stop the feelings
i'm stoned
or i'm asleep
i'm numb
and i'll stay that way
just as long as i can
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