Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers

"everything counts in large amounts"

i'm feeling the glow. i have been without a lover for a really long time. i have to take my shoes off to count how many years. and to be honest, i haven't been that interested in sex. even though i was with my last girlfriend for almost 2 years, we never had sex. i don't wonder why she left. or why she slept with doc. it happens. all my girlfriends do for some reason. i don't by any means require it, nor do i get weird afterward. it just happens.

the next girlfriend i have i am going to fuck the shit out of every chance i get. maybe it's the final med combination. i'm interested in sex again. i have some pride in myself again, so that matters, too.

it's been almost a year since i masturbated last. i really need to not wait so long. jesus knows i'm alone enough.

why am i craving Depeche Mode? it just came to mind and now i'm listening to all of it on my play list. strange.

i fucking slept through Burn Notice. heheheheh. now i'm downloading it. i'm not at all tired, so i'll watch that. i don't feel like sleeping tonight. something about thursdays makes me not want to sleep. something about masturbating to lesbian porn makes me want to scream Hole songs all night long. okay, screamed Doll Parts, feel better now. the cats are scared. Major ran. i don't think he likes courtney, or my voice, hard to know.

Burn Notice is ready. time to watch.

have a great night/morning

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