Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers

sleep and a lack of

after falling asleep at the desk at 4:30, i lit some incense and went to bed. i couldn't sleep. so i meditated for an hour and a half and then got back up. i feel like i got sleep. i think after a shower i will feel even better.

oh yes, the shower was glorious. hot hot hot water followed by fans blowing cold air. so great. i'm scrubbed, conditioned, lotioned, perfumed, combed out, scrunched and ready to go!

i suddenly realized that i have no emotional connection to my birth name anymore. in fact, i can't believe people called me Kris for so long. just typing the name is strange. i've been Cydniey for so long now. i think it may be time to legally change my name and make it official. break all ties to my birth family, since i'm living my own life without them.

okay, there is nothing but cereal for breakfast, so i think i'll skip it. oh, wait, i have a cheeseburger in the fridge. ha! three more days and we get to go grocery shopping. we are not by any means out of food, just food that i like. i started eating all of a sudden and ate everything i had in the house.

then it's time to get to work. i'm in the mood to edit, so it's time to get in gear with the poetry harvest.

go listen to my new piece: it isn't quite a love poem, more of a friendship poem.

  • dry hot and dusty as hell

    My last surviving grand parent died a couple of weeks ago. Two days to the hour o my Nana's death, my favorite cat, Boo, died in my arms. The grief…

  • Hey there, hi there, ho there

    I'm back, bitches and bastards, TC paid for a forever pass, I should use it. The cops came over and did a welfare check about a month ago. My…

  • Got Caught Stealing

    Having had yet another clever thing stolen by a bunch of what I have to assume are white middle aged hate macines; The line in my twitter profile…

  • Post a new comment


    default userpic

    Your reply will be screened

    Your IP address will be recorded 

    When you submit the form an invisible reCAPTCHA check will be performed.
    You must follow the Privacy Policy and Google Terms of use.