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i finally told doc i hate him because he doesn't love me and i feel trapped in this relationship and there isn't anything i can do about it. he didn't have much of a reaction. nothing to say.

i don't even remember why i was mad at him earlier tonight. he was bossing me around or something and i got pissed about it. it fade like that, my anger with him. i can be so pissed off one minute and a half an hour later not have any idea why.