Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers

can't tell

i can't tell him how i feel
how can i say to him
i hate you because you don't love me?
what good will it do
to speak the sorry words
it won't change anything
and just make me look weaker
so i just look angry
and i let him ruin my day
and i fight with him
when i don't feel like fighting at all.

he says he can't have his own emotions
my trying to explain won't help that
it will just close him off further
there is nothing i can do to help this

just hold onto every resentment
tightly cling to each slight
swallow my anger and hide in the bed
safe with the cat covers over my head
Tags: poem

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