Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers
cydniey

and not a brain cell among me

i got fucked up today. a valium, 1/4 bottle of champagne, 4 shots of vodka and 2 xanax. oh yeah, plus all the resin i could smoke. i don't know what my deal was. i even left a drunken message on doc's voicemail telling him to bring home more vodka. three people listened to it and none of them could figure out what i was saying. i threw up one shot of vodka. i was drinking oj with it. so it made a mess on the floor. you should have seen me drunkenly trying to mop the floor.

i think i'm over it now. i got drunk. i threw up. i sobered up. as i sobered up, i was pissed, just wanting to get more fucked up. doc was having none of it. he brought me home cola.

shortly after he went to sleep on the couch, i went to bed and slept for three hours. to be honest, i could go back to bed, but i've got a cola poured and i'm burning a candle for chloe and henry and it just isn't practical to go back to bed. i may take a hot bath, though. that would be nice. some soothing lavender bath foam and steaming hot water. i think i'll go do that.
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