Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers

i'm not strangled

doc didn't yell at all. all he said was, "Really?"

so i got all upset about that about nothing. i'm so glad he didn't yell. he bought a new cigarette stuffer on the way home, too.

from now on the alarm clock will be left on my pillow. and when it goes off, i will get up, whether he's up or not. i can live with that. again, no yelling, just a rational solution.

so relieved. i hate being yelled at. no one likes it, but it makes me curl into a ball and hide. or fight back, and i hate doing that because i'm mean. meaner than arguments call for. my mom taught me how to cut to the bone with words, and i'm really good at it. too good. that's why i had to take a xanax with my valium, to keep calm. so i didn't fight back if he came home mad.

we got steaks from doc's parent's for xmas. and i mentioned on twitter that i got a box of truffles for xmas. we sent doc's parents a box of fresh fruit for xmas. last year we got them a ham and it got there late and was bad. very embarrassing. though beyond our control.

doc brought me home a bacon western burger today. i ate it gladly, pink slime and all. i shared it with felix, who loves bacon cheese burgers. he loves bean burritos, too. he wasn't fed much cat food when he was growing up in that awful house. he had to get together with the dog and get people food. so he likes just about everything.

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