Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers

not a punk kind of post

wow, yeasterday was a roller coaster. i should probably go back and read my entries. between the a.m. drunk and the xanax and all the stuff that happened.

doc and i got into an argument. no big deal. some things went down and he came out of it not looking like such the good guy. so, it was on his mind much later on, after i had forgotten about it, when i mentioned talking to the shrink about a group home. because he didn't really react. and later on, apologized to me profusely over it. he NEVER apologizes. i didn't think it was any big deal. no one go abused or stabbed, loud words were exchanged.

speaking of stabbed, i broke the tip off the knife last night when i was stabbing the pizza. and it was one of the good knives. not great, but the better of what we have. so i apologized profusely over that.

i slept and watched muppets most of the day. except when i inflicted some social distortion and horton heat on doc for a while. he didn't mind, i played only stuff he was familiar with.

oh wow, it's 6 already. i hope the sunrise is photo worthy. i haven't taken a picture of anything in a while. days. i posted two of jack on twitter yesterday, but they had been sitting on my camera.

one of the cats peed on the floor in my room by the litter box. time to do the litter box. i'll do that when i'm done here. then maybe a hot bath. my bathtub is nice and sparkly and i have this strawberry/pomegranate bath stuff to use that i got at the dollar store. well, doc got it for me. i haven't been to a dollar store since july. in fact, aside from a shrink appointment and the trip to see the lights, i don't think i've been out since july 4th. but what a party that was. heh.

i have hurt my nose with all of the blowing and the tissue and the napkins and the stuff. i stopped taking sudafed because i am running out and it's a real pain in the ass to get some when you are missing three teeth. doc has trouble getting it and he's clean cut. the pharmacists here need to calm the fuck down about one box of sudafed. if it were more than one box at a time, i could see the hassle and the judgement and the evil eye. but one box? a year? because they have a record of my purchases of it, or doc's purchases of it, i should say. and he buy's allergy meds from the same people all the time. i understand meth is a problem here. but really.

i have to sneeze and doc's on the couch asleep.nope, didn't wake him up. lucky this time. i had a coughing fit about an hour ago and it actually prompted him to get up and bring me cough syrup where i was feeding lelu in the kitchen. but i think he was still asleep. he was lurching a little bit and he definitely does not lurch in waking mode.

i looked into the charity i wanted to, that i thought could help me find a job. they only work with the blind and the mentally retarded. so no help there. i'm going to have to dumb down my act and beat feet for this on my own. it all depends on me getting my scooter back. which i keep hearing is "soon". the neighborhood is great to learn to ride in. no traffic, some curves, and lots of straight wide roads.

okay, i'm grabbing my camera, smokes, coffee and bundling up to go out and photograph the sunrise. if i get anything good it will be posted on twitter @cydniey and with any luck, mirrored on facebook at kristin.c.egger (stop making fun of my last name, why do you think i changed it?).

everyone have a great sunday, however you spend it, spend it well and with love and happiness.

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