i watched the Debbie Harry Muppet Show episode three times. then listened to my favorite xmas compilation. then doc got up and i went to sleep for an hour. i should have gotten up and gone to bed, but i got up and had a cigarette instead and now i can't sleep. i guess i could take an ambien. get four hours or so.
lelu is sitting looking out the window. we just went out for a while and she was not ready to come back in. i should take her back out. she's so obedient when we're outside, you'd never know she was a cat. she comes when called and goes inside without any problem. freddie, you have to pick up and take inside. that cat would stay outside half the day if i let her. but she's too small for the neighborhood cats, and too mean. she'd get into a fight and most likely lose. i can't chance that.
oh, fuck it. i'm going to bed.