Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers

whoa, full screen journal, pressure

i just opened this up on computer1 and it was full screen. that's a lot of white space to fill up.

wow, this keyboard is different from the laptop's. i hadn't noticed until now. my fingers have to spread out more. and i make a lot more mistakes.

i went to bed at 10pm. i'll admitt, i was tired, but doc got multicolored lights for my bedroom and i just wanted to be in there with them. it makes my bedroom look so cozy. i've got to clean it tomorrow. i'll unpack it later, but it's a mess for someone who has nothing unpacked. pillows on the floor, boxes stacked everywhere. my bed is my sanctuary. it creeps doc out with all the animals on it, but i think it's comfy.

i got a black and white stuffed horse from the lady across the street today. and a globe. and i'm still proud of my dutch oven. that was a score, those things are expensive this heavy duty.

i can't wait for doc to go to bed, but it's sunday and he has a swap meet to go to in three hours. so i doubt he'll be going to bed, and if he does, he'll want me to get him up at 6. he's watching stupid movies on the laptop. which is why i'm on computer1. i used to name these things, but i can't remember the names of them anymore. i used to name my stuffed animals. i spent a lot of time and thought on each name, and i can't remember any of them. it's simply bear or dog or cat. mostly bear. usually with a descriptive. stripey bear. fluffy bear. squooshy bear. you get the point.

and it's not that i named them as a kid. these are all stuffed animals i've collected since i was an adult. all of my childhood stuffed animals were destroyed. so the names are recent.

fabulous. doc is asleep on the couch, sitting up. he has this habit of watching what i'm doing and commenting on it. especially with my smoking. ack! leave me alone! i'm a grown up. i know my legal papers don't say that, but my drivers license does. he's passed out, i'm having a smoke.

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