i've been skating along so well on my meds for the last few weeks, i'd put out of my mind how scary it is in here.
i've been in my room cowering in bed all day. cuddled up with a sick cat, hiding from the light which is really hurting me. bad thoughts.
i hate being crazy.
if i had it to do all over again, i wouldn't.
but i don't. so here i am doing it.
tomorrow i'll be fun again.
jack is doing much better. only 8 more days of isolation for him. poor kitty.