i took a xanax and am waiting it to take effect. then i'm going to try again. if it just isn't working, i'll go do the other stuff i was going to do today and ask for doc's help tomorrow while he's off. we have no holiday plans, except to set off fireworks at night, of course.
i've been doing so well, i didn't expect a panic attack at the idea of unpacking the kitchen. yikes.
just breathe. hee. pet a cat. look for simon.
oh, simon will only eat out of his own bowl in my room. it's so cute. i wonder how old he is. i forgot to ask the vet for an estimate.
