i'm so conflicted. but something is changing inside of me. i've been taking daily showers and i even got rid of my facial hair. i've been brushing my teeth. and i'm motivated.
i don't have to meet with the realtor. whew. doc is taking the application to their office today.
i checked the prices on my meds. i'd better not need bus fare, i need to somehow pay $350 for the meds.
do i dare start thinking how i'm going to arrange my room? no. i'll just think about packing. at this point, we may start moving next weekend. time to stop my side of the procrastination.