i feel great now. doc is out to eat with the guys.
we're walking up to see the lighted cactus garden next weekend. i woke up too late for us to go tonight. and it probably would have been packed and maybe it will be a bit warmer. it's supposed to be.
i don't feel the least bit suicidal tonight. it's a refreshing change. i even thought about hurting myself. i'm glad that's over. it would seem i survived another episode, this time without landing in hospital.