dic is gone for the day. he's switched on bossy mode. he always does this after i have an episode. he does it because he cares? he insisted i work out this morning. i refused. it isn't often he lets me say "no" and get away with it. he doesn't seem to have the will to argue. good. i don't want to argue. and i don't want to be told what to do. after this week, i just don't like or trust him any more.
he's supposed to take care of me. that was the commitment he made to me. and this week was epic fail on his part. fuck him.
i love my new space heater. it's smaller than the other but kicks out just as much heat. and it was cheaper than the other one. leeloo loves it, too.
i feel okay today. a little loopy from my meds, but no suicidal or self destructive tendencies. no snakes, either.
i'm fully immersed in the happenings in north korea. i can't hear or read enough about it.