he's getting me a xmas present tonight, a new space heater. i asked him if i could have another one since my precious one died, i expected him to say "no" because i was the only one who used it. but he said yes, and he's getting it tonight. so i think. he'll probably get to wally world and it will be packed and he won't want to go in and deal with that. or they'll be sold out. yes, i am that negative.
i don't get dic. i was screaming out for help or some fucking compassion earlier this week and he ignored it completely. now, today, that i'm stable, he wants to stay home for me. fuck him.