i'm sitting here trying to remember yesterday, and for the life of me, i can't. i know i took my meds at 1:30am and went to bed. they don't make me drowsy, they knock me on my ass. i slept until 12:15 and doc wasn't up yet, so i woke him and got him out of bed. i made coffee and took my meds. doc showered and got out the door on time. i thought there would be anger and such and blame. but there wasn't time for any of that. he had coffee, he got out on time, he nicely told me to "have a good one" on his way out.
i feel the most stable i've been in days. despite the gaps in memory. or maybe it's the klonopin talking. i haven't taken it for a while, i wonder what, if anything, i've forgotten about it.
freddie made felix her bitch yesterday. now he's running from place to place, randomly growling. he won't let me near him. if freddie ever grows into her stomach, she will be quite the formidable feline. she's just looking to play, though. she holds no real grudge. except maybe to tech, though i'm not sure why. she attacks him whenever she can. for no good reason other than she sees him walking through a room.
i have to talk to kelli's mom and get her addy. then go to the post office and mail the happy package. i have just enough money left to get her package mailed. then i'm broke until next week. i also need to register for direct deposit. the social security people are going green and not sending out checks in the new year. all of it will be done electronically.
i have nothing to do today after i go to the post office. i want to sleep more, but i shouldn't, really.