i have lights to go outside on the balcony. just some red tube lights that go around the banister on the outside wall. one year, kelli tied icicle lights to the ceiling at different levels and it looked like stars. it was cool. i don't have the patience or the lights to replicate it. but it was gorgeous.
doc said he might get off work early tonight. i don't know what that's supposed to mean to me. he's just going to go over to the guy's house all night and hang out. what time he goes really doesn't matter to me. then tomorrow he'll sleep all day. then he'll get up grumpy, drink some coffee, take a shower and go back over to the guy's house. as much time as i spend alone, and he wonders why i keep getting crazier. i like to be alone most of the time, but by the weekends, i'm usually lonely to a point and crave human interaction.
it's time to end this, felix has just lay down on my arms and it's really hard to type.