then i freaked out because he called me a liar and he told me to be quiet because he wasn't on the same train i was. he can go to hell. then he slammed the door and went off to work. will i still be pissed when he comes home? probably not, i'm so pathetic i'll be craving his company. even though he gets mad at me for talking after he gets home because M is asleep.
i don't want to live this life.