another day got through
having doc home stopped me from ODing. i don't know what i'll do tomorrow. NCIS is on all day, that will keep me entertained.
doc went out and got me chinese food for dinner. eggroll and crab rangoons. then he went back to the boy's. his scooter is there because his headlight is out. he's got high beams, just nothing else.
if my meds aren't working, maybe i should go to the hospital and get them adjusted. as long as they don't over medicate me like they sometimes do. then i go to my shrink and have them adjusted again. i just don't know. i don't want to lose my freedom, but i don't want to OD and fail like before. i'm so confused.
doc went out and got me chinese food for dinner. eggroll and crab rangoons. then he went back to the boy's. his scooter is there because his headlight is out. he's got high beams, just nothing else.
if my meds aren't working, maybe i should go to the hospital and get them adjusted. as long as they don't over medicate me like they sometimes do. then i go to my shrink and have them adjusted again. i just don't know. i don't want to lose my freedom, but i don't want to OD and fail like before. i'm so confused.