doc turned out the light and turned on the space heater and left the tv on MNBC for me last night. i woke up to a perfectly warm, dark news environment. just the way i like it.

so why do i feel so bad again? i've already taken the extra anti depressant. doc is staying home with me today to watch me, he's concerned about yesterday. i told him how bad it got.

i want today to be better.