Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers


right now i can't believe how low i was feeling today. the desperation seems so far now. i feel so much better now. maybe it's the daylight. maybe with shorter days i'll feel better more. i was on the very edge today and now i feel so light and hopeful. i've stopped thinking about the hospital so much. i'm thinking about the cats and how much i love them and doc. i know the marriage is over, but i still love him with all my heart. and i was ready to say goodbye in a voicemail. i'm just glad it's over now. tomorrow will be a better day.

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