it's been over a week since i had a good night's sleep. i was feeling very unstable today and made doc stay home half the day with me. i slept for about an hour and i've been up since he left. tonight i'm going to double my sleeping meds so i can get a full night's sleep. i'm in a state of half delirium most of the time lately and i hate it. insomnia sucks. and it doesn't help my psychosis any.
the cats are all getting along. freddie spends most of her days in the bedroom and sleeps in my spot on the bed at night. felix sleeps on the couch with me. jack still seems afraid of his twin, she's still rather aggro with him. felix will slap fight with her if he has to, but mostly he just avoids her. doc insists she's getting bigger, but i don't see it. to me she's still tiny. especially when compared to say, tech, who is three times her size at least. it's funny to watch this wee black shadow chasing and cowing big ol' tech.
i think i can sleep a bit now. i stayed awake to watch a show, but i've been pretty much ignoring it, so i may as well nap.