Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers

pre dawn

i woke up at 5 again. i could go back to sleep, and probably will, but for now i'm up and drinking coffee. and trying to keep tech from breaking down M's door.

i'm no more bored than i am in the afternoons, i wonder why the afternoons are so rough for me. from now on when i get bored and hopeless feeling, i'm going to sleep. if i have to drug myself, i'll do it. there's no need for me to get so worked up. once sunset comes, i get better. and i'm good in the mornings up until about an hour after dawn. i just don't see any need for me to be up during the day, aside from chores, which i can do at night. well, i could, if M didn't go to bed at 8:30 in the evening. the point is, i don't need to be up all day to get things done.

i don't know. why is everything so damn complicated?

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