Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers
cydniey
hard to believe i've been up three hours already. i must have been delirious for most of them. i just now started drinking coffee. for a while i tried to go back to sleep. then when doc came home and went to bed i gave up on that and made coffee.

felix has disappeared again. i can't find him this morning at all. i can't even remember if he was sleeping with me last night. i wish i knew where in the apartment he hid to sleep so i could find him at times like this and check on him.

next weekend i have to go up to the bank and get an account in my name only. it will be for paypal purposes. i'm not letting doc out of it, he is taking me and we are going and getting it done. i curse these happy meal toys. it will be my first solo account in 15 years.

i haven't decided what to do with my hair. it seems too late in the season to shave it off. but i don't know if i'm ready for the commitment of a full head of curly hair. hair like that takes responsibility. i'm not that responsible.
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