i went to the store. again, i feel much better. though i don't know if it was the walk, the soda, or the donuts. i was sedated enough to go out and not freak out. the walk is pretty short. i should start going the opposite direction to the other corner store that's further away. i would burn up more calories that way and get to spend a little more time in the sun, now that it's mellowed out for fall.

it's only 4:30. torchwood starts at 8. rachel maddow is on at 6. how will i get through the next few hours? i've run out of projects to do. i won't sleep because i have soda. i could chain smoke, that seems to have worked so far.

once freddie wakes up, i'll try to video her playing at being a kitten.