Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers


do i do my chores now and then go to sleep, or sleep now and do my chores later? or do i do my chores and not sleep at all? i am bored stupid and very anxious. i'm almost out of cigarettes and weed. and will be for a while. i'm flirting with quitting one or the other. or both. but i'm scared how this evening is going to go sober and nicotine free. plus i can't seem to sleep. i've been trying for the past hour with no luck. i don't know how many more days of this monotony i can take. i'm driving myself crazier just sitting here watching news and getting stoned and chain smoking.

i was looking forward to taming freddie to break up my day, but she's fine. it's like she was meant to be here. the other cats may still disagree to some extent, but that will fade as she mellows further.

i have to go get a bank account this weekend so i can finally set up my paypal account again and finally sell off these happy meal toys. they've been sitting here in a plastic box, taking up room, and they need to go. plus, the money would be nice to have. my medication just went up in price because it was changed. if it didn't work so well, i wouldn't even think of paying for it. but these toys can get me at least a three month supply. that's not bad. the pain in the ass will be the shipping. that's the thing i hate about selling on ebay. even though the post office is right up the road, the whole thing is just a hassle. but it needs to be done. and if i can get them sold in one fell swoop of marathon selling, i'll never have to deal with it again. as with everything from my mother, this is a mixed blessing. big pain in the ass for a little payoff.

i called kelli on my cell phone. i only used up 25 minutes and i don't plan on going anywhere this month, so i won't be needing those 25 minutes. i doubt i'll ever actually use the minutes they give me, they are very generous. once again, the link is if you need a cell phone for emergencies and for just living day to day and you're on SSI, like i said, they are very generous. even the phone was free. it's nothing fancy, it texts and has a bunch of ringtones of varying annoyingness, also, voicemail. helpful if you're looking for work and have no other way to make contact.

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