Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers

80 today

i don't like mondays. so i'm going to pretend it's tuesday. i woke up on the couch, curled up with felix, and have been having a panic attack all morning. of course M getting home an hour ago didn't help. ever since i hurt him, i'm very uneasy around him. even when he's in his room, which is all the time.

i awoke to a crash of tin cans this morning. freddie had pulled down the recycling. i cleaned that up, along with some tech puke. and sat down to have my first cigarette. not long after, i took my meds and got a cup of coffee.

i guess it was the crash that woke me with a panic attack this morning. tin cans make a massive noise when they hit the floor all together. should i ask doc to stay home with me today? i guess i'll see how i feel when he gets up. speaking of which, it's time to make coffee. got to wake him up in a half hour.

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