freddie ate first at the wet food tonight. i think she's trying to establish herself as alpha. a fight she will soon lose as soon as her pheromones go back to normal.
i'm bored silly. doc is asleep in the chair, NCIS is on, as usual. and i'm running out of reese's pieces. i didn't have enough money on my card to get more yesterday. that used to be a humiliating thing for me, now i don't really care. hell, i'm nearly toothless and i'm not self conscious about that, though i should be. i'm also not embarrassed for my scars now. if people see them or don't, it doesn't really matter to me. it was a phase i grew out of. i think. it's been a year or more since i hurt myself. it kind of faded away like my thumb sucking. they just aren't things i do anymore.