Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers

i can't calm down today. i woke up on the couch at 4 and again at noon. at noon i went in to bed and got up about an hour and a half later, totally freaking out. i gave fred her pain meds and antibiotic, much to her dismay. then i came out here and cleaned the kitchen in preparation of making coffee. i noticed we didn't have enough sugar or milk for coffee and called doc to get them on his way home. i took my meds and gave it a few minutes, then went on a marathon walk to the corner store. i was walking so fast i was weaving on the sidewalk, shaking. i got my soda and came home, still no doc. so now i'm just watching Kitchen Nightmares. i'd go in and hang out with fred, but i don't want my mood affecting her. i don't want to make her nervous.

the best thing that happened this morning was felix in bed. when i curled up, he curled up with me and let me put my arm around him, teddy bear style. he didn't get up until i did. he's really bent out of shape over this fred thing. he's the baby. he's my baby, there is no room in his mind for another. so it's best that fred is bonding with doc more than me. felix is all the fierce love i need. i love fred, but felix is my favorite and that isn't going to change with the appearance of a cute black little kitten.

i wonder if once she is no longer ruled by hormones, if she'll get some of her kitten-ness back. or if she'll just be a mature little thing. i hope she gets her kittendom back. she deserves to live a carefree life. now that she has a forever home full of people that will love her and cats that will eventually tolerate her.

i'm surprised by the other cats. they haven't hissed at all. it's been fred who's been aggro all over them. that will chill out.

and speaking of, she's now in my lap. time to go.

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