middle of the night

i just woke up at 4, on the couch. i took my night meds and now am debating going to bed or just staying out here. now doc's alarm is going off. i guess i'll stay out here until he leaves, if he's leaving. he said something about going over to the boy's house early this morning. something about going to the swap meet with them.

fred is fine. still on the bathroom rug. responsive but not affectionate. that will come back as her pain grows less. i feel so sorry for her. she's had a very confusing and painful week. hopefully this time next week, she'll be running around terrorizing the other cats.