Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers

the big day

i asked M if he would take fred and i to the vet to drop her off. we saw our regular vet, dr. R. she was the one who cared for chloe when she got sick before she died. i like her because she remembers us. i guess i am kind of hard to forget, missing teeth and wild curly hair and all. but she makes me feel like our old vet in PA did. she reassured me that euthanizing the fetal kittens was the right thing to do, under the circumstances, but it didn't make me feel any better. had she had the kittens, we would have kept one, but we can't let her have the kittens. it's a poor circumstance. would for anything that she weren't pregnant, but she is. and as her new responsible owners, this is something we have to do.

i bought M breakfast for taking me up there. i just got a soda, i wasn't hungry.

i have a bad feeling about this. like she's not going to come out of the anesthesia or something. damn jackson trial. all their talk about sedatives and anesthesia has me paranoid.

i don't know whether to take my night meds and going to bed for a few hours. no. i've got to stay awake until the vet calls. just in case something goes wrong and they call me. i guess when i finish this soda i'll make myself some coffee. i have no idea what time doc went to bed so i have no idea what time he will be getting up today. he's meant to pick fred up from the vet when she's done. a wild scooter ride for the kitten.

dr. R will take care of her. she'll make sure nothing happens to my new mew mew. i hope.

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