Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers

may the goddess bless me

an hour ago i did not feel right. it came on so quickly, the paranoia and the shallow breathing and the heart palpitations . . . i don't know what triggered me, but i really started freaking out. i took a xanax and went into the bathroom to hang out with fred. i figured some unconditional love would do me good and felix wasn't around. fred did her job and calmed me down. i talked to her and pet her and fuzzled with her. then i watched her bathe herself, which i always find relaxing (is that weird?) and i slowly chilled out. i don't know what made me freak out like that, i was on the verge of calling doc at work, which is a big no no unless it's a big emergency. which it wasn't, but it felt like it to me.

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