Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers
cydniey
like i've said, it's a good morning when i forget to take my meds immediately when i get up. this is the second good morning in a row. i think that talk with doc really helped my attitude. i don't hate him anymore, i understand him. and i know that we are still friends, which was important to me. i felt like i'd lost my best friend in him. he's not my best friend, but he is my friend. and he still cares about me. this was important, too. i was getting too many mixed signals from him. and i hate that.

i took felix out on the porch with me to smoke earlier, and just as i was ready to grab him and come in, he took off. i didn't chase him, i figured he'd be back pretty quickly. which he was. it wasn't ten minutes before i heard his plaintive cries from the porch. i let him in and he stood there meowing at me frantically and then went straight for the water. he stayed in last night and slept with me this morning. as long as he's there when i wake up in the morning.
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