Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers

i couldn't sleep today. i was too worried about felix. and i kept going out to find him. i was convinced he was hurt and i couldn't find him. i was also worried someone tried to take him in, thinking he was a stray. finally when i went to go out for another walk around the complex, there he was at the door. he let me pick him up and hug him for quite a while. then he lay on my lap for an hour or so. now i think he's gone out again. he ate when i fed them wet food and then went out on the porch and hasn't been in since. that usually means he's jumped off and gone off to play. i begged him not to stay out so long. like he understood. i talk to him like he understands me but i know he doesn't. sure, he meows back at me sometimes, but i think it's to tell me to shut up. i talk to him about henry a lot and how much i love them both and how much i've missed henry since he died. i tell felix he fills most of the hole in my heart that henry left. felix never yells at me. he cuddles with me and listens to me and doesn't order me around or make me feel bad about myself. i have a feeling that felix will be around long after doc.

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