Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers

woohoo, a scooter ride to the doctor and a cab ride home! a winning transportation day.

my shrink wants me to get a check up and blood work done. he's beginning to wonder if my weight loss and fatigue are physical, not psychological. he gave me a new anti depressant to try after my ob/gyn appointment at the end of the month, provided i get a clean bill of health. i don't care what the cause is, i just want to be normal-er. i don't mind being crazy, but these depression symptoms are killing me. i get suicidal because i can't take it anymore. but really, there's nothing to be depressed about. things are steady here. ups and downs, but not severe ones. nothing to kill myself over. i'm just tired of being tired and unmotivated. i'm tired of getting nagged about it. i can't help it. time to get help for it.

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