today i take the buses to my shrink appointment. doc is going with me but says he's going directly to work and i have to get home on my own. joy. that shouldn't be too hard. i guess we're not going to the bank to get my account today. damn it.
we, or i, on the suggestion of kelli, named feral cat fred. it's a good unisex name. and better than my idea of sue. so if it was a boy we could have a boy named sue. but fred it is. it even looks like a fred.
i'm scared to death about the doctor trip today. xanax has not taken the edge off my fear.